im in school

im in school in class wondering why im here does any of it really matter anymore whats the point who cares why try and then i think of my future and my past my children will not have the life i had they will have better than anything in the world and ill make sure of it i will be there wen they need a friend a mother a shoulder i will be the one to help along as they realize who they are ill be there wen a guy leaves them and ill be there wen i do whats best for them not whats right ill be there wen they hate me and wen they love me but most of all I WILL BE THERE i will not leave like my mother did i will not turn my back on them and i will never choose a guy over them i dont have kids yet but i already love them and that love will never change it will never be broken and it will never die because if i dont have kids here on earth i will have kids in heaven...